03:23 pm, shyuswag
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Untitled Lyrics [Unfinished]


I felt like writing something depressing today, for some odd reason.
No, I’m not actually depressed. And no, this isn’t about anybody in particular. 

This lonely morning that I met without you
People haven’t heard a word but they can tell I miss you
I’m walking through the streets and my shirt is stained red
'Cause I never thought I'd ever have to live without you
My Venus, I prayed to God that forever love would be us
And now it’s so unfair that I’m thinking love is venomous
My every move, every action I do 
Only serves to remind me of the time that we’re through 

Can’t forget you, no how could I forget you?
When every place I go are places we’ve already been to?
First date, first kiss, the anniversary of our break up
You’re the first girl in my life to make my heart scream for mercy
But even if I felt it when it’s too late
And even if this pairing was a mistake
This pain of knowing that you’re out living your life
While I’m sitting here alone and thinking ‘bout what you are doing

The time we had I wish I’d known what you had known
Instead of waiting for your name to ring and vibrate on my phone
I wish I knew when all my quirks made you annoyed
When I was became one to avoid
Now I’m a boy who doesn’t know how to cry

But I love you girl
I wish that you would hold me tightly
But I love you girl
I wish that you could just be happy
But I love you girl
And if I don’t start
I plead that you would not consume my desperate heart, oh girl

Lol randomly reading through this again, and it’s strangely applicable to my current situation. And I wrote it like two years ago. Funny.

10:39 pm, shyuswag
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Mercy [Poem]

Mercy [Poem]. Ten lines for the ten days until Easter :)

My heart has holes. The wounds are deep.
Yet trust Your love my soul to keep.

My mind is stained. My thoughts, they bleed.
Yet by Your Word my path take heed.

My acts like rags. My hands but break.
Yet Your Son hung upon the stake.

My might is weak. My life astray.
Yet Your strength shook the stone away.

A broken man, beat black and blue.
And by Your grace I am made new.

Ten lines for the ten…

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01:12 am, shyuswag

It’s one of those nights.

It’s one of those nights.

01:20 am, shyuswag
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Detox http://wp.me/s2Wu79-detox

It might just be the Lent season, but I’ve been seeing a lot of diet and detox techniques online lately. The point of a detox diet is to only eat healthy, organic foods for a certain amount of time in order to cleanse your body of all the leftover junk from the processed foods you normally eat. Foods that normally taste the best leave a trace that can stay in your body for weeks – some can even…

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11:15 am, shyuswag
Peace [An Inner Healing Testimony]

Praise be to my Lord, Jesus Christ. He heals all wounds by His marvelous Grace. Praise Him forever and ever.

This past weekend, my church had a weekend retreat called Embraced. The speakers aren’t the pastors; rather, my church chooses ordinary people outside of a ministry context to give testimonies and talks through the weekend. The testimonies in particular blessed me amazingly, seeing how far God has taken some of the “normal” members of this church.

One of the talks was about something called…

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06:16 pm, shyuswag
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Heo Gak- 나를 사랑했던 사람아 (The Person Who Once Loved Me)

Songs like these put me in one of those moods, man.


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04:03 pm, shyuswag
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Like all else, this too shall pass.

I’ve been waiting a long time to write a blog post like this haha. There’s no need to hide it anymore, since it’ll be evident before long anyway.

A couple of weeks ago, I accepted an offer from NYU College of Dentistry :)

This was shocking on a couple…

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12:02 am, shyuswag
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Teacher http://wp.me/s2Wu79-teacher

I am trying here to prevent anyone saying the really foolish thing that people often say about Him: I’m ready to accept Jesus as a great moral teacher, but I don’t accept his claim to be God. That is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a…

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06:04 pm, shyuswag
100 Not-Okay Days

And I don’t want to be happy. I want to be healed.

Recently, I’ve been doing this new year fad called “100 Happy Days” on Twitter. Basically, you take a picture of something that made you happy that day and post it on some form of social media, and you do this for 100 straight days. 

Yesterday, I missed…

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09:30 am, shyuswag

Rejected http://wp.me/s2Wu79-rejected

Rejected, am I the only one who feels this way? Everything they say I feel. – Tim Be Told, “Rejected

Transition. I feel the shackles of my past refusing to release my heart.

Time and time again, I return to those moments, only bringing about bitterness…

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